Happy Magnifying Divorce Day

I know, I know, so dramatic… But wowza watching the flowers pour in at work even the day before Valentine’s day got me all emotional… and pissed. And for reasons that I can’t even say I understand- yet here we are, emotional and pissed. Now the weirdest part of this is that it’s not like my husband really did a lot for me when it came to Valentine’s day, or even my birthday for that matter. So I shouldn’t be upset at all, it should really just be another day, another year of not getting something. BUT it just seems like everything is magnified and emotions are high and I just want to walk around with two middle fingers up all day. Too bad that’s not even in the realm of “Professional Behavior”.

 

Then people who I do tell about how I feel just say that Valentine’s Day just say that it’s “a made up holiday anyway, just don’t think about it”. But it’s not Valentine’s Day I hate, it’s just the reminder that at some point I was in love, and said vows promising to love someone till death do us part- or really until my husband just decided he wanted a divorce and BOOM, marriage over. OY!

 

But I will just swim in all the Celine Dion songs ever made, eat my own chocolate and wear pink anyway.

 

Oh, but F-U Valentines Day. J

15 thoughts on “Happy Magnifying Divorce Day

  1. I’m not even divorced, but I’m having the same feelings today. There was no greeting as he left for work. And I didn’t offer one out of fear he would still not respond. So I’m walking around snapping the rubbing band on my hand every moment I think about it. Anyway, it’s a hard day and I’m praying for you!

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  2. How you feel about Valentines day is understandable! 4 years into a D ahe my husband never really did anything for me either on that day and I am still salty about the STUPID holiday!!!! 💚 you are not alone lol

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